How we met: Alright so in 9th grade I moved into Cottonwood Heights, Brighton High School area. Well I started to go to Church at the new ward and that is where I met Brian Ballard. Brian was on the Brighton Hockey team with Chris. Well Brian and I broke up, that's an entire different story. I started talking to people I met through Brian. I became really really good friends with Mike Brown. Well I knew of Chris just from stories from Mikey and I kinda met him a few times but never really talked to him. Well one day I was at the hospital with my family because my sister Ashleigh had her baby. Well Mikey called me and asked if I wanted to go to a hockey game, of course I said yes because hockey is my favorite thing. Mikey came and got me and Chris was with him. We didn't really talk much just kinda said hi and stuff like that. Well after the game we started talking more and that's when he asked for my number.
Finding out we liked each other: That night Chris texted me and we just started a conversation when it got really good. Chris: So I kinda like this girl. Kenzie: Oh do I know her? Chris: Yeah, really well. Kenzie: Well I kinda like this kid..... The conversation carried on with us joking around forever when Chris finally spilled that he liked me, I was so happy. We continued talking and hanging out as much as we could over the summer.
He finally asked me out!: One day we were hanging out at my house like we always do. He finally told me that he needed to go home now because it was getting late. I walked him to his car, like always. He was acting a little odd but I just ignored it and started saying good-bye, when he finally turned to me and asked if I would be all his. I was so happy I gave him the worlds biggest hug and kiss!! The date was 8-17-07!!
The first while: The first part of the relationship was great! We were always together hanging out with our friends and even just with each other. I went to all of his hockey games and gave him my all. He was always there for me and always giving me the time he could.
Getting rough!: Things started to get really rough. Chris was getting really busy and barley had time for me but he still tried. Things got to a point where if I went to Chris about my problems he wouldn't really listen to me and change the subject. It got to the point where I wouldn't talk to him at all if things where bugging me about us or problems I was having at school. When we hung out we just kinda watched TV or played games but never talked. It was getting really hard on me.
Needed a friend: I really needed a friend to talk to about life and about things with Chris. For some odd reason the person I picked to talk to was Shane Bowthorpe. Shane and I became really close and talked about EVERYTHING! There wasn't anything I couldn't tell Shane and I don't think there was anything he couldn't tell me. Shane and I started hanging out all the time, just as best friends. It was great to have someone there when I needed them.
Mixed up feelings: While Chris was ignoring me and Shane was giving me all the attention in the world I kinda lost myself. Feelings started to get all mixed up. Chris and I started fighting a lot, which we never did. I would go crying to Shane and he would be there for me. This really confused me and I started getting feelings I didn't want with Shane. Shane started to get the same feelings and we both felt awful so we decided to not really hang out anymore. Well one day Chris and I had a really bad fight and I broke up with him. I was really hurt and I called Shane in tears. Shane felt horrible for me and he came over. We both had no intention of anything happening. We put on the TV and the show The Note Book was on. Well I was laying in Shane's arms hurt and Shane was just being there for me. Well the next thing I knew is we kissed. I will not say who kissed who but we kissed.
All down hill!: After that happened things went kinda back to normal. Chris and I got back together and Shane and I kinda stopped talking. Well Things with Chris and I got bad again and I think it was because of the burden I had on me that Chris didn't know about. Well Chris and I were non-stop fighting once again. One night there was a play at Brighton and I wanted to go so I went with Shane. It was just like we were good friends again, until on the way home. He was driving me home and we had another conversation about us liking each other. I was at a point in my life where I felt like crap and hearing Shane say the things he was made me feel amazing and I said somethings back outta heat of the moment. Chris and I broke up once again and Shane and I started to secretly hang out all the time. Shane had taken me to This Is The Place and he gave me his CTR Hockey ring and shared that he really cared about me and it honestly took my breath away and was some of the sweetest things anyone has said to me. We continued to hang out and do little romantic things together. One night I went home and I was texting Chris and it hit me..... I missed Chris and I had messed up big time. All these thought came into my head and I realized who I really wanted to be with and I really loved. I told Shane and he understood and felt the same. Chris and I got back together but things weren't the same with anyone. Shane called me up one day and told me that he couldn't hide what happened anymore and that if I don't say anything to Chris today he will. So I agreed to tell Chris.
Telling Chris: Chris came over that night and I told him I kissed his best friend. Chris didn't want to hear another word. He stormed off, I have never seen Chris so upset, hurt, betrayed and sad in my life. I ran to his car and begged him to listen to me and I was so sorry. He didn't listen to me he just drove away. That night was probably one of the worst nights of my life. I cried and cried. I kept calling Chris until he finally answered. We talked and talked and surprisingly he took me back.
Never the same: Our relationship slowly faded because what happened, Chris and I were never the same. Our love went away. I tried and he tried but there was nothing there. I finally got to the point where I wanted him to move on.
The end... At least we thought: I couldn't do it anymore so I finally broke up with Chris. He moved on and dated this girl Katelin and I moved on and dated Brian Medeiros.
Over the years: Every now and then we would text each other but that was it. His girlfriend didn't like me and he didn't really wanna fight with her so he didn't really talk to me. Chris still crossed my mind every now and then. I did miss Chris but I was happy and he was happy. I grew up a lot over the 3 years but I didn't think that would ever change things with Chris and I.
Seeing him for the first time in 3 years!: One day I was on facebook when outta nowhere I see that Chris has accepted my friend request I sent about 3 years ago, so I got confused and texted him and asked why? We started talking to each other. I still never thought we would be back together. He asked Kourtney and I to go to one of his games. We went and after the game we waited for him to come outta the locker room. Chris came out and my heart honestly dropped. I gave him a hug and I seriously didn't want to let go but I did. That night he texted Kout and I and we went and hung out with him. It was so much fun seeing him be a dork again. We kept going to his games and hanging out every now and then.
Feelings!: I started to realize I had feeling for Chris but I ignored them. We stopped kinda hanging out and I started to date this Kieth kid. Well comes to find out I wasn't the only girl in Kieth's life. Well I asked Chris to hang out and we started hanging out even just us two. One day Chris was talking to me and giving me this look when I outta nowhere I said you can kiss me and he did. My heart stopped and I was so happy. That night I still didn't think we would ever get back together.
Kourtney was right: Kourtney kept saying we are going to get back together and I didn't believe her. Chris and I kept dating and hanging out. One day Chris told me that he needs more time to be official but he is all mine I agreed and told him I was his as well. We kept dating for like a month and a half.
FINALLY: On October 10th he finally asked me out and I was one happy Kenzie! I called up Kourtney right away freaking out. I honestly have never been happier. Things have changed so much between Chris and I. We talk about EVERYTHING and I love it. I know I can always go to him for everything. I know I will never ever hurt him again. Things with him are way to perfect!
LOVE <3: Chris means the world to me and I would never wanna lose him again. I made my mistake and I am so thankful he is giving me another chance. He is so sweet and caring. He tells me every day how much I mean to him and how much he cares about me. He is simply perfect for me! I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend. Some things haven't changed though. I still go to all his hockey games and he is still way busy. He does give me all the time he can and I love it. I am so thankful for him and I hope to never lose him!!
When I'm in his arms ALL my troubles melt away!!
I laugh and love my hardest when I'm with him!!
Perfect match!!
I don't care what anyone else thinks or says! We are happy together :)
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